不一样了。。

Hmm.. ..Change le.. ..Not Like Last time Le. .. .

Last time 的你, will always sms me,call me,wait for me to put down the phone dan u put.. ..

last time 的你, No matter how tired u will still sms me n say good night de.. .

Last time 的你, will nva scold me bad words all de.. ..change le.. ...everything going no more le.. ..

going to same like mum le.. ..hmm.. .. .

I dun wan anything.. .i jus wan u to love me more,be same like last time can le.. .. .

i dun wan to be the one who always kana forget de.. .. I need more love n care.. ..

I need u sometime come pei me and be my listening ear.. ...

hmm..but everyting change le.. .. .U not the Kaka i use to be with le.. ..

Nw the Kaka,always scold me in bad words.. .. . Hmm.. ..kaka change le.. .. ..hmm.. ..

Hmm.. ..Out of sudden so mIss her(mother).. ..

hmm.. ..why must u lie to mum(aunt) and me,say u no more working.. ..??...

Why out of sudden dont wanna see me,dont wanna take care me le??,...

hmm.. .. am I really that irritating and bad..???...why treat me like this??..

How can u put me at here suffer,and u out there enjoy,Go oversea..???

You really hate me so much.. ..so much till dont even care im still alive or not.. ..

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME.. ..WHO IS MY FAMILY.???... DID I HAVE A FAMILY..???.....

REALLY CANT TAKE IT WITH THIS LIFE.. .. ..

WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS..???...

Lonely and Sad Home.. .. ..

(-_-,)

HAPPY 5TH MTHs..

HoHo.. ..Happy.. ..Today is moii and hubby 5th mth lo.. .Hahs.. .

Today moii and hubby go marina kai kai.. ..

We go watch movie(merantau warrior)Hoho.. .Nicezzi.. .cool.. .

Inside the cinema only got we two.. .Bo people go watch oh.. ..

the feeling is like hubby book the whole cinema sial.. ..shiock.. ..plus romatic leh.. .(",)

(,")Muhahahs.. ..(",)

After movie we go mammam.. ..HotPot.. ..!!..woHo.. ....

Nice ar.. .. .... .Yummy.. .. ..Yummy.. ...

Than.. ... ...wE go sing flyer walk walk and chill.. ....

The feeling is like.. .... ...WOOOHOOO.. .. ....hahas.. .. .. . .. . .

NICE...................SHIOCK.... ... ...hahas.. .. ...

Our HotPot and Fondue.. .. ..Yummy.. ...Yummy.. .. (",)

KaKa Hubby eating.. .. ..
Hmm.. ..

Handsome hor.. .. ??..Hahs.. . (",)

Hmmm.. ... ..Beautiful Light.. .. ..hahahs.. .. . .

Hubby and moii... .Hee.. ..(",)

HAPPY 5th Mth.. .!!!!.. .....(",)

Hahas.. .. ..爱你hubby.. ...Sorry for always giving u trouble,attitude and throwing temper at u er..... Forgive???....(u_u)Hmm.. .. ..

Hubby.. ...Baby真的是爱你的哦。。Hubby是baby的呼吸，没有了hubby,baby就会死掉。。 。So.. ...Don't EveR Leave moii alone....ok??....Promise???.....(^v^) Hee.. .. LoveEe.. .....

为什么会这样。。 。。

wad i have done?????????????

stress.. .. .Really cant take it le.. .. .. ..

Hmm..什么都没有了。。mummy不要我了。。我一个人了。。

hmm... Am i very bad??..why mummy dont want me..??..

Why everyone all hate mE..???..Wad i have done..??..

Go pray,be a vegetarian..all no use de.. .. ..in the end,mummy还是不要我了。。

我的命注定是这样的吗？？？Hmm.. .

I just wan a home..i just need a family to love and care bout me.. .Why cant she understand.. .!!.

hais.. .

si beh dun noe how to said la.. ..this feeling really SUCK.. ...Hate it.. ... ...............................................................................................................................................................

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Today at work very bored.. ..No Customer.. .Hais.. ..

Jus nw at work Tio bully again.. ..hmm... Sad.. .. Always tio bully.. .hmm.. ..(u_u)

mIss moii last time life.. ..Never one day tio bully de.. ..hmm.. ..

Siian.. ..

Hmm.. ..today never meet hubby again.. .Sob.. ..

好想hubby哦。。

(-_-,)

LanTern FesTivaL

Hmm.. ..Today after work went down meet aunty all.. ..hahs.. ..(",)

wE play lots lots candle.. ..and Lantern.. .Hee.. ..nice.. ..Fun.. ..(",)...

But one thing SAD.. ..(u_u)..Hmm.. ..

Cus Hubby never come oh.. ..He go play mahjong again.. ..hmmm.. ...Sian.. ...

But anyway.. ..moii oso enjoy playing lantern.. ..Hahs.. ...

Cute Hor.. .. ...Hee.. ..

I WAN PLAY MORE LANTERN PLS.....

HmM... HubbY.. ..DuI Bu Qi.. ..BaBy Bu Hao.. ..

HubbY Got So MucH pRo.. .BaBy still likE thAt.. .SoRRy.. ..(-_-,)

HmM.. .

Baby noe.. .Baby verY Fan.. .Always Find Fault wIth HubbY ni.. ..

DuI Bu Qi.. ..

But Baby Got So Bad ma..???..Hubby so stress baby will still Fan u ma..???..

To Hubby ni..

Baby is so Bad n mIsunderstanding De ma??..

Why HubbY Sms saY Till Like BabY Like so Bad.. .. ..

If Baby Noe,Hubby Got So Much Problem.. ..

Baby Wont Disturb n Give Hubby Attitude Le.. ..

HmM.. ..

(,").. ..Nice NicE.. ..(",)

Bishan Park,2

Aramsa Spa.. .

Nicexi NiceXi light oh.. ..hmm. ...(",)

central mall,urban & beauty

mOii outlet de Light...Hee.. mei mei oh.. ..

Hmm.. .Sob.. .moii wanna have one at home ma.. ...!!!
(u_u)

Today at shop si beh sian...Nth to do again.. ..Hais.. .
one whole day dreaming.. .lols.. .

After work,meet hubby,meh2 n master of hand.. .n many many ppl.. .dun noe the name..
we go mammam.. ..after finish mammam jiu go home le.. .hais.. .
actually hubby going out with them.. .but end up i this basket spoil le his mood.. ..hmm.. .
basket sial me.. ..!!.always spoil ppl mood.. ..basket jia lat de sial.. .
Hmm.. ..useless.. ..!!!....
Hais.. ...............................................................

Sorry to everyone.. .always trouble u guys.. .spoil u guys mood.. .got a F**king temper.. .hais.. ...felt so useless.. ..hais..................................
SIAN.. ... ... ... ..

Hmm.. .Today go Expo with aunty(joey mum).. ..
Hee.. .it fun.. .we eat alots of food there. .
"Tom yam bee hoon,crispy chicken,curry fish ball,sotong ball(chao ji wan pa dang),orh ni,and many many more.. .Hee.. .(",) Fun.. .
But abit sad.. ..cus hubby nva come along.. .hmm..
hubby headache again.. ..thats why bo come.. .hmm.. ..

"Co!n mIsS HubbY(Jia JuN)"

Hmmm..Today is a bad day.. .Deem fucking sway day.. .
Just now at shop quarrel with mabel(bitch,Boss)..hmm..
Sian.. ..KNS.. .AhHH...........angry... ......
Feel like killing her.. ..AHHHHHH................................


"Bitch.. ..!!..
you're a fucking bitch.. ..I hate u.. ..
Dont think that you're old,like a OBASAN,I dare not to do anything to you.. ..
Wan.??? just go ahead.. . Try me.. ..
I(coin) make sure u regret.. ..!! FUCKER.. ..
Dont ever come and test MY limits.. ..UNDERSTOOD.. ...bitch.. .."


Today Coin very angry.. ..Tio kao peh from that bitch again.. ..
Hmm.. .maybe that bitch WINGS had already grow hard.. .
Is the Fucking time to Teach her some useful lesson.. ..
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Today Moii go watch movie with boboy.. .we go watch "where got ghost"...hmm..quite nice..funny too.. .Hahs.. .

after watching movie..we went to yoshi to take our dinner.. .hmm...yummy.. .(",)

after finish mammam,we jiu go back lo.. .cus moii got a bad headache..

hmm.. .S!an.. .1st time headache till like this.. hais.. .

Hmm..Hao xiang hubby oh.. .2days nva meet lo.. ..hubby tooth pain..thats why nva meet.. .

hmm..dun noe hows hubby tooth le.. .

hais.. ..Hope 2moro can meet that swine.. ..hahs.. ..

Coin_baby 177155 Jia Jun_hubby.. ..<3>

Hao xiang ni.. .(u_u)

Hmm.. .Today go back home moiiself.. ..Hais.. ..
Hubby today got work oh.. ..never come bring moii home.. .hmm...miss hubby lots.. ..
Hais.. .Sad.. .Hubby 2moro oso got work oh.. .(~_~).. .s!an.. .
Dun noe wen dan can see that swine face again.. ..hahs.. (",).. .

Hubby today sms told moii that,hubby got abit headache oh.. .hmm.. ..
dun noe how's the headache le.. ..Hais.. ..
who ask that swine...yesterday go play mahjong.. .till morning dan slp.. .hmm.. ..
"next time no more excuse or reason le oh.. ..!!.." Hee.. ..(",)

Hmm.. .Sian.. today really sian.. ..
dun noe wad to do oso.. .hmmm.. ..
_BORING AH_...........................................................

Hmmm.. .just came back from genting.. ..tired.. ..lol....
but nice.. ..and fun down there.. ..hahs.. ..
Moii went to lot lots place.. ..hubby bring moii go watch movie,theme park,cable car & many many place more...kekes.. ..
hmm...miss the time with hubby at genting.. ..(",)



Hubby bring moii go eat.. ..
+ Kfc
+ Marry brown
+ BaH kut teh
& many many cha pa liang food.. ..lols.. ...



still remember.. ..the 1st morning at genting.. .Moii n hubby go salah room.. ..lol.. ..
our room aT 7floor but we went to 6floor.. ..lol.. ..luckly got no one inside the room.. ..or else sure deem paiseh de.. .
hahs.. ..(",)
2nd evening at genting.. .. moii & hubby wanted to go eat pizza.. ..hmmm...
end up.. ..eating bah kut teh.. .lol.. ..
cus hubby & moii angry the staff down there.. ..we wait for our food,for bout 1hrs..but end up they told us that
they dun rmb wad we order,n bla bla so on.. ..lol...wad the hell.. ..!!..very bad service they had.. ..hmm..



* HAPPY *
hubby brought moii a bangle.. ..(",)
hubby take care moii very well.. ..
hubby keep on ask moii wanna eat not..cus hubby scare moii hungry.. ..(",)
hubby bring moii go lots lots place see n play.. .
Hahs.. ..thanx u hubby.. ..hubby the best.. ..baby love hubby lots lots... ..
yin wei you ni zai.....wo de shi jie cai you le cai hong.. .
Hubby I LOVE U... ... thanx for the everytings ya... ...kekes.....(",)muacks... ...

Basketball Nights... ...

Hm..Today moii go play Bball and Badminton with "Pual,Iwan,Batang,Jia Chao & Aunty.. ..Lol..(",)

Before playing badminton with aunty..moii saw hao hao crying wor.. ..Sob.. ..he got beaten from chirs.. ..SoB.. ..so sad..(-_-,)

After playing badminton with aunty..Pual ask moii join them play Bball.. .lol...It's Fun..hahs..

Fun is Fun..But pual n moii loose to Jia Chao & Batang.. ..hmm..

(-_-)

Today nva get to see Hubby.. ..Sob...Hubby go joo seng play Bball with his frenz.. .. hmm..

Sian plus Emo.. ..hais... ..

Miss that 王八蛋(hubby) so much.. ..Dun noe That swine(hubby) got go Hong not..

hm...(u_u?) Sure got go see gal de.. ..

Sian.. ..2moro still have to work.. ..Hais.. ..

11 to 9 some more.. ..(u_u)

hmm...how i wish, i can dun work.. ..Hais.. ..

SI BEH SIAN AH.. .... ...

(,").. ..OuR Pic.. ..(",)

(,").. ...Our Sweet memory.. ..(",)
Miss n Love mOii HubBy Lots loTs.. ..

Hmm.. .Today is the 3rd Days go on wif Jia JuN(DaNnA) le...hmm..very happy..(",)

But the only things sad is.. . moii felt so bad.. .. cus moii always ask him relax chill at 4Floor(Jk)..

hmm...Why moii So afraid of human..??.hais..

.. ..Maii design.. . phone chain.. ..

"DaNna..sorrie.. always ask u go Jk...always make u feel bored only.. .

hmm..(-_-,)..对不起。。"

Got bully.. ..(-_-,)

Angry.. ...nw days moii obasan boss keep on bully moii...hais..sob...(-_-,)

Today at shop got bully from her again...

haiyo...mOii want change Job.. ...!!!...really buay tahan le.. ..

she always ask moii ... ......

• vacuum floor..
• throw rubbish..even inside dustbin rubbish also need to bring go outside throw..
• throw dirty water...(customers soak leg water)
• Got 30% commission only after 9pm..but no OT pay..(always work till midnight 2,3plus..The next day still have to On time to work..5mins late die die.. AND ETC.... ...

Hais...Sad sia...why mOii obasan boss like this de..hais...

I also not new manicurist.. .. mOii got 1year plus plus experience le wad.. ..hais...KNS sia...

I'm here to interview for manicurist not cleaner sia...why ask mOii do all this nonsense..???

Really deem hate mOii obasan boss.. .. feel like killing her...hais....bad boss i had...SOB.......

WhAt A BoRiNg Day.. ..(u_u)

Hmm...Sian...today at shop nothing to do.. ..

One whole day only got 1 customer nia...hais...ke lian my boss...Lol...

luckily still got KC accompany...today that KC suddenly came to my shop find me...hahs...

some more with his guitar,Lol....(",) But also great la...at least can play some song...Lol...

today valent sms me...he sound really deem bored...2nd ke lian de ren...lol....

but ke lian is ke lian...me more ke lian...that valent in sms keep on bully me...sad lo...hais...

sms with him really killing me...but also fun and great la...Lol...(",)

Hmm...this is my zi zuo...Lol...people who view my blog plz give me some comment of my nail art k...(",)

Treasure. . .

Life is short,

Treasure everythings you had now..

Don't wait till the day come and lost everythings than regret..

It will be too late to treasure..

Clock will Never wait or stop for you..

So now start treasure everythings you had..

CyCling Nights

Today me go cycling with....Joey(Baby),WiWin,Hafiz,Pual(Bao er) and Valent... ..

lols...We cycle to lots of places.."Esplande,Sing Flyer,Marina and E.T.C....."

WiWin and Valent..They do lots of bicycle STAN...Especially Valent..Lols...

Is have been a long time never see valent play Stan le...He has improve lots lo..(",)

Hahs..valent got tooth pain..lol...his tooth pain,make him headache till like hell...Hais...very ke lian...Hope his tooth pain will faster ok...so that he will not headache again...(",)

lols......paiseh......

Lets back to cycling topic...hahs...(",)...

After we finish cycling we went to Lucky Chinatown Mac mammam...yummy yummy....(",)

moii and pual eat mac spicy... :p Joey eat filet o~fish...lols...sound great and nice 对吗..??...hahs.. :p After we finish mammam,we went back to 4floor chill.... ............ ............

And than.... ........ ........... ...

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....... ........ ...... Went back home sleepzzizzz lo......................

................ ..... ......Hahas..... .......ZZzzzz........... ................(",)....???.......

Heart-

How i hope i can be a cold blooded,so that there's nothing can hurts me..

Eyes-

How i wish i can be a blind,so that i can't know who is the person bullying me,and who is that person asking my mum to stop trusting me....

Ears-

If can,i wanna be a deaf too..so that,i heard no ones gossip bout me...and i can never heard wad my mum said behind me..

_LOST MYSELF_

No matter what i do,

Nothing gonna be change..This is what life called...!!

"Am I a OrpHan"

"我是个孤儿吗"

What i have done.?? why treat me like this..?? why always must follow what people said..??

I'm your daughter,i'm not your friends..

You rather believe your friends,than me...am i really that bad..???..

But do you know why i bad like this..???..

I just want you to take a little bit of attention on me...just a little bit..that's all..

I don't need so much of bucks..i just need some love from you..

We can live in a normal life...why must you earn so hard.?? earn so hard till,forget bout me..

You said when you're ill, i never come to visit you...ya...this is my wrong...i admit..

but...do you remember...my eyes & ears..??.i can't see & heard properly..you knew,but you never even visit me..never even call or ask for me...you only gave me treatment fee..just only for a few weeks times..the rest of the treatment fee,all i use my own bucks..till my cards out of cash...

But still...not well...so i choose not to visit doctor anymore...

Do you know i'm pain and hurts that's moment..??.

From there i knew...i'm not that important to you..cause you rather believe what your friends said...than me...

Do you remember.. you once bring me to houseing board..wanna bought a house..

But ended up i not enough age to share a name for the house..so you said when i'm 21 than....

we go visit houseing board again...after that we went to the nearest bank..you said you wanna share

name with me to make a account..than the person said if we wanna share name can..but if i wanna take the cash out,i can just use my NIRC..than you tell the person you don't wanna share name anymore...!!..Don't you know,it's really hurts me...you don't trust me at all....!!...i'm not gonna take your money out...why must you scare till like this..??..

Now...you told laoma(Aunty) lucky you never buy a house...what's the LUCKY stand for??..

If you really hate me till like this..why you still born me out??...when i'm brith,than you throw me aside...am i a doll or a dog to you..??...when you're in the good mood,you treat me good...

when it turns bad,you treat me bad...

I'm just 19years old...why gave me this kind of life...??..why cant i be like the others chidren..wanna laught just laught,wanna cry just cry....since i was young like 10years old my life start to turn bad and heavy...don't you feel guilty..??...my life really meaningless...

There's no longer have colours in my life anymore...

孤单的我。。足定什么都没有。。

我的老爸。。哈哈。。(",)

Hais..Today go pray laOpa,ah mi & laOpa parent

(ah gong,ah ma)

Hmmm...Suddenly so miss laOpa...

Is have been a long time Never saw laOpa le...

Dun noe laOpa now doing fine ma.. ..Hais...(-_-,)

moii beloved laOpa.. ..miSSii laOpa alwaYs.. ..(",)

_HATE_

wHaT The FucK i Have DoNe..??

wHy mUsT YoU TrEaT mE Like ThIs..??

"NeVeR Have A FucK Up HoMe LikE This BefoRe."

"I Really HaTe YoU.."

Deem FuckinG HaTe YoU..!!

"I will Never ForGet What YoU Have Did To mE"

"WaDeVeR ThinGs YoU Did To mE,I will Never ForGive You.."

YoU aRe WoRsT Than A DoG..

I HatE You So Much.. ..

There's No Where To Let mE TuRn back.. ..

I'm not the CoIn You use to be with.. ..

EvErythings Turn To Become Meaningless.. ..

..我忘了.. (-_-,)

_Family_

..Father And Mother I Love You..

家的爱。。是什么。我忘了。。。

以今有好久都没有家人爱的Feeling了。。。

忘了爱的我真的很不一样。。。

_Memory of Tears_

_Family_家_ForGive And ForGeT.. ..

I hate you..!!..I hate you..!!..I hate you so much..!!!........

why Cant you Just leave me alone.??...

And give me a peaceful life...!!!!....

Im really sick of this life.. ..

Once upon a time,there was a little gal...

who use to get alots of love from her family....

And oneday...she found out that.. ..

her family doesn't love her,doesn't trust her and doesn't care bout her anymore.. ..

till now...thats no longer had a family love anymore....

Ppl always said,

Our parent will never harm us..

Ya..tats right...

But thats doesn't mean,

Our parent will never hurts us....

_不会消失的夜晚_

突然好想你。。不知道你还过的好吗？？

心里有好多话想对你说。。

“熊熊。。I Really Miss You So Much。。”

多么想在见到你。。可是你已经去了一个，

很远很远的地方了。。

再也不会回来CoIn的身边了。。

Memory Of Tears.. ..(-_-,)

用尽一身的爱，Yong Jin Yi Shen De Ai，
换来一身的伤，Huan Lai Yi Shen De Shang，
有时即是无耐，You Shi Ji Shi Wu Nai，
人生却是悲哀，Ren Sheng Que Shi Bei Ai，
痛苦紧跟身边，Tong Ku Jin Gen Shen Bian，
喜欢却不到来，Xi Huan Que Bu Dao Lai，
难道注定失败，Nan Dao Zhu Ding Shi Bai，
永远没有未来。Yong Yuan Mei You Wei Lai。

Our HaRo BiKe.. ..

I Bite mY touGue,
B'Cuz I rather Let the Blood
Flow into mE than Letting You See
mY Tears Dropping Down On the Ground.. .. .

When Sadness And Loneliness Feel mY Heart,

mY Tears Start Rolling Down From mY Eyes.. ..... ..

'+" At Boat Quay Night "+'

hmm...ToDay Really Enjoy Lotz...(",) ThaNx Ya Sis...wish to Go Out With ya Again...(",)
anyway.. Let's Forgive And Forget all The Nonsense That make You feel Bad...Stay Cool And smile alwayz... Alright??...

_Meaningless_(-_-)

Love Start With A Smile,

Hug With A Kiss,

Nobody Is Perfect,

Until You Fall In Love With Them...