Treasure. . .

Life is short,

Treasure everythings you had now..

Don't wait till the day come and lost everythings than regret..

It will be too late to treasure..

Clock will Never wait or stop for you..

So now start treasure everythings you had..

CyCling Nights

Today me go cycling with....Joey(Baby),WiWin,Hafiz,Pual(Bao er) and Valent... ..

lols...We cycle to lots of places.."Esplande,Sing Flyer,Marina and E.T.C....."

WiWin and Valent..They do lots of bicycle STAN...Especially Valent..Lols...

Is have been a long time never see valent play Stan le...He has improve lots lo..(",)

Hahs..valent got tooth pain..lol...his tooth pain,make him headache till like hell...Hais...very ke lian...Hope his tooth pain will faster ok...so that he will not headache again...(",)

lols......paiseh......

Lets back to cycling topic...hahs...(",)...

After we finish cycling we went to Lucky Chinatown Mac mammam...yummy yummy....(",)

moii and pual eat mac spicy... :p Joey eat filet o~fish...lols...sound great and nice 对吗..??...hahs.. :p After we finish mammam,we went back to 4floor chill.... ............ ............

And than.... ........ ........... ...

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....... ........ ...... Went back home sleepzzizzz lo......................

................ ..... ......Hahas..... .......ZZzzzz........... ................(",)....???.......

Heart-

How i hope i can be a cold blooded,so that there's nothing can hurts me..

Eyes-

How i wish i can be a blind,so that i can't know who is the person bullying me,and who is that person asking my mum to stop trusting me....

Ears-

If can,i wanna be a deaf too..so that,i heard no ones gossip bout me...and i can never heard wad my mum said behind me..

_LOST MYSELF_

No matter what i do,

Nothing gonna be change..This is what life called...!!

"Am I a OrpHan"

"我是个孤儿吗"

What i have done.?? why treat me like this..?? why always must follow what people said..??

I'm your daughter,i'm not your friends..

You rather believe your friends,than me...am i really that bad..???..

But do you know why i bad like this..???..

I just want you to take a little bit of attention on me...just a little bit..that's all..

I don't need so much of bucks..i just need some love from you..

We can live in a normal life...why must you earn so hard.?? earn so hard till,forget bout me..

You said when you're ill, i never come to visit you...ya...this is my wrong...i admit..

but...do you remember...my eyes & ears..??.i can't see & heard properly..you knew,but you never even visit me..never even call or ask for me...you only gave me treatment fee..just only for a few weeks times..the rest of the treatment fee,all i use my own bucks..till my cards out of cash...

But still...not well...so i choose not to visit doctor anymore...

Do you know i'm pain and hurts that's moment..??.

From there i knew...i'm not that important to you..cause you rather believe what your friends said...than me...

Do you remember.. you once bring me to houseing board..wanna bought a house..

But ended up i not enough age to share a name for the house..so you said when i'm 21 than....

we go visit houseing board again...after that we went to the nearest bank..you said you wanna share

name with me to make a account..than the person said if we wanna share name can..but if i wanna take the cash out,i can just use my NIRC..than you tell the person you don't wanna share name anymore...!!..Don't you know,it's really hurts me...you don't trust me at all....!!...i'm not gonna take your money out...why must you scare till like this..??..

Now...you told laoma(Aunty) lucky you never buy a house...what's the LUCKY stand for??..

If you really hate me till like this..why you still born me out??...when i'm brith,than you throw me aside...am i a doll or a dog to you..??...when you're in the good mood,you treat me good...

when it turns bad,you treat me bad...

I'm just 19years old...why gave me this kind of life...??..why cant i be like the others chidren..wanna laught just laught,wanna cry just cry....since i was young like 10years old my life start to turn bad and heavy...don't you feel guilty..??...my life really meaningless...

There's no longer have colours in my life anymore...

孤单的我。。足定什么都没有。。

我的老爸。。哈哈。。(",)

Hais..Today go pray laOpa,ah mi & laOpa parent

(ah gong,ah ma)

Hmmm...Suddenly so miss laOpa...

Is have been a long time Never saw laOpa le...

Dun noe laOpa now doing fine ma.. ..Hais...(-_-,)

moii beloved laOpa.. ..miSSii laOpa alwaYs.. ..(",)

_HATE_

wHaT The FucK i Have DoNe..??

wHy mUsT YoU TrEaT mE Like ThIs..??

"NeVeR Have A FucK Up HoMe LikE This BefoRe."

"I Really HaTe YoU.."

Deem FuckinG HaTe YoU..!!

"I will Never ForGet What YoU Have Did To mE"

"WaDeVeR ThinGs YoU Did To mE,I will Never ForGive You.."

YoU aRe WoRsT Than A DoG..

I HatE You So Much.. ..

There's No Where To Let mE TuRn back.. ..

I'm not the CoIn You use to be with.. ..

EvErythings Turn To Become Meaningless.. ..