No different

Patch le,but it seen like no different at all. .Nva msg,Nva call.. .Hmm.. .

Wad should i do??.. i really dun noe. .(-_-,) can someone teach me pls.. .

u said u will change,u said u love me. .but.. .u didnt even show or prove it. .how am i going to believe u??.. (-_-,)

Current mode: stress,Lost

Chloe

No Single Tears

"A mEssaGe, A apologize. ."

He mSg mE. .and wE talk alot~alot. . .He asked mE whether,Did i Hate him. .and I said,I Do hate him lots. .I will forgive,But i wont forget the way he treat mE. . And Dan he apologize. . and said that he suck. .~ Cus of hurting me. .

"我要的，不是你的道歉。。你也不用跟我道歉。。我没怪过你，有可能是我们不是和，谁都不用怪谁。。

你还是有女朋友了，你一定要幸福哦。。你一定要每天都开心哦。。你一定要好好的对她。。=)"

ByeBye hubby Kaka. .。 你不在是我一个人的了。。I will still miss you like how last time I used to Be. .Take CAre. .。。

"Our Memorise"

No One is Perfect In this world after all. .

"一个人，在一个无人的家里面，听着音乐，想着很多很多的事。。突然眼泪就这样的流下来了。

I will be strong,I will walk out,and Wont look back anymore. .

Finally awake,we cant get back to last time we use to be.."

I wanna back to my own world, I wanna leave this memory down here. !.

Dun wanna think bout this anymore..(-_-,)

ChLoe

No SinGle Tears

HELLO BLOG !

Joey's here helping lazy IRENE to post !

This few days busy with xintua&this&that youkeng !

WOOOHOOOO, went watching concert with joey,sharlene yesterday .

So boring till we all run out halfway . Laughs !

Okok, post till here nothing more liao !

JOEY ROCKS (: (: (Y)

Great World City??..

Hahs. ..Just Nw with Joey(meii meii) go meet Yushen and ching boon At Great World CiTy Na.. Hmm.. .Quite Lame.. ^^ we go there mammam mac,walk walk and shop shop... .si beh lame sia.. .^^ Hahas. . after shop shop at there we go mac cafe slack. . .ah hahs. .. damn sian.. .till we start to talk nonsense,disturb ppl all. . .wahahaa.. . . ^^.. . .

Our Kopi

Yushen,ching boon and moii Kopii. . .wahahaha.. .

Ah hahs.. . maii nail polish.. .^^ nice right.. ??...keke.. ^^

After great world,joey and moii went to 4floor slack awhile jiu go back le.. .

(-_-!!)

Current mode: Lame and siian.. .

Sentosa

Woo.. . just came back home.. . Ahs.. . .damn tired.. .^^

Just nw went to sentosa. .^^ with joey(meii meii) and tong tong.. .keke..quite Fun. ..But damn tired and Hot. .hmm,Can Say Damn Super Duper HoT Er.. . litter bit more going chaota Liaos. . HaHa.. . ^^

Enjoying half way,jiayu and his frenz came.. .Hmm.. . start siian liaos.. .cus they not active at all. .

(-_-!!).. ..

After finish swim n relax at sentosa.. we went to vivo mammam. .keke^^.. .

yummy^^ Loves pepper lunch eh.. .hehe. . shiok.. .^^

After mammam we shop shop at vivo dan jiu go home le.. . hahs.. .

Current mode: TIRED,SLEEPY. .

27 coming very soon le. .. .But not happy at all.. .this year birthday mummy for sure not coming de.. .mummy leave me le. .dun wan me le.. .
coin miss laopa(uncle).. .only laopa noe how coin feel,wads coin want. .. only laopa pamper coin lots.. .I miss laopa. . .(-_-,)
Coin wan laopa be by coin side. .. Dont wan laopa to go. . . .sob.. .

" laopa. . baby hao xiang ni.. .(-_-,)
baby still rmb. .when baby young time,laopa always bring baby go coffee shop eat laksa??..laopa oso always cycling bring me go kai kai. .bring me go down play swing. . .buy ice cream for me.. .laopa. . .baby really miss you.. . really do.. .(-_-,)
Laopa. . .dui bu qi. .when laopa last breath time baby not around. . .dui bu qi. . .all baby fault. . if baby nva slp till like pig de hua,baby jiu can see u the last time le.. . . .(-_-,)
laopa. . .dui bu qi. . .!!"

Chloe is so stress. .So fan. . .and So sad.. . . .....(-_-.)

为什么我这么没有用？。什么都做不好？。出个门，都这么麻烦。。每次都怕这个哪个。。

when than can be like others independent..??.Chloe dun wanna be a useless,Dun wanna be a looser.. .Dun wanna let ppl always ask why so afraid of human le.. .But how to walk out of this world?...out there is so scary.. .sob.. ..(u_u)

Chloe 想把心理病丢掉。！！。Dun wanna let others to laugh at moii le.. .!!!!!!.. .. . .Chloe Dun wan. ...Dun wan.. . .!!!.. . .. . .. (-_-).. . .

Hmmm.. .. this few days so mood out.. . .so stress.. So fan.. .

now chloe have to be independent Le.. . .mummy not with moii le.. .nobody to lead on le.. .sob.. .

没人依靠的感觉不好。。。(-_-,) Hais.. .

家。。我还有个温暖的家吗？？..我的家在那里？？..谁又是我的家人呢？？..
有谁又是可以给我依靠的？？..

Chloe need someone to be her listening ear.. .

Hmm.. . .(-_-,)

wooHoo.. .. Just nw Go delta swimming,with tim(kc).. ..hahas. .. .Fun.. . :)
At last.. ..that tim dare to swim lo.. . .keke.. . .After swimming wE went to people's park maket mammam with Edmund(wei liang aunty) :).. . .keke. .. .shiok.. . .yummy yummy.. . .
After finish mammam we went to Eve(ikan) work place slack awhile,talk crab with her Dan go home.. . keke. . .Shiok na.. .(",)
On the way back time saw "mummy" ang mo frenz.. .Hais.. . .lai liaos.. .. . :(
start asking me bout her things again.. . hmm.. . .ask mE weather got go visit her bo.. .ask me how is she le.. .ask mE find oneday ask her n me go dinner with him.. ..hmm.. . . :(
but i nva ans any of this question.. .just keep silent nia.. .. hmm.. .Dont noe how to ans him also.. .
Hmm.. . :( Sian.. .Always talk bout her things Jiu very sian.. .Hmm.. .
Dun noe how is that idiot(mummy) le.. .. .. ..Dun noe that idiot still got lend bucks to her stupid frenz bo. ..Hmm.. ..Hope she wont be so stupid again.. .. get cheat again and again.. .
alamak.. . .why suddenly say so much nonsense bout her sia.. .. .she also dun care me le ma.. . why still bother bout her ar.. ..Hmmm.. .. . :(

): .. . . . . S!aN DaY. .. .. .. . :(

• yesterday go downstair meet prem,joey(his wife),jaron n jasmie. ... downstair relax chill and drink.. . keke.. ."alcoholic siao" liaos. . .wahaha.. . drinking half way ahpin n tim(kc) came down oso.. ..keke. . .Fun.. . .(",)we talk nonsense down there. . .eating snack,kua zhi throwing all over the floor. .. keke.. .. Si Beh lame.. . :)

• 2nds days working at holland V.. .keke(",).. . Quite peaceful place down there.. :)Hmm.. .. out of sudden feel like going to haw par vila.. .hehe. .. (".) think do too much bad things le. .. thats y suddenly feel like going there.. . .hahs.. . . YEA.. . . .2moro night can slp late late lo.. . monday all no work. ..wahaha.. . . nicesii nicesii.. Hee.. . . :)

ToDaY ChLoe Very BoReD... :(

Really Dun Like Me le mA..??..Cant Be Like last time Le ma??..Really end Le..??....
Hmm.. .out of sudden everythings gone..mother n kaka dun care mE le.. .(-_-,)
Im alone again.. .how to be strong..??...one is mother another one is kaka.. .two of them dun care me le.. ..wad am i going do.. ..hmm.. .(-_-,)


"Can u stop calling mE,telling me all my mum things??...she the one dun care me.. she the one give up hope on me.. .wad else u still wan me to do..?..I hav already try my very best to let her noe how much i care for her le.. . but she still dun noe.. .still treat me like nth. . .wad else i can say.. .??..she even change her number,dun even wan me contact her.. .Do u guys noe that, is hurts. .is cus of u guys,if u guys nva say something behind she will not do all this...
Did u guys think before saying anything.. .maybe jus a words from ur mouth it will lead a person lost a family.. . ??...Hmm.. ."(-_-,) stop calling mE le.. .!!.. . very Fan le.. .Dun wanna listen anything bout her le.. .. .the more i listen,the more hurt u guys gave me.. .i will be strong. .i will learn to face it.. .jus stop calling mE telling mE all those things bout her can le.. .I admit my life le. .no family for life. . MeanIngless.. . .


No More "Irene".. .. .changed name to "CHLOE".. . .(-_-,)

St!ll CanT FoRgEt BoUt u..!!.....

• miss the time with you.. .
• we go eat together. . .
• Go movie Together
• Go Back Together
• Holiday Together

Hmm.. .. .How to forget all this memories?? .hmm...

He Never contact mE le.. .never even talk to me le.. .really forget bout me le ma??

hmm.. .

...一个人...(u_u)

Hmm.. .. another boring day.. .hais.. .. (-_-)

Cant forget How mother treat me on the day.. .. .. .. !!!...hmm.. .. ..

why ask her frenz talk to mE..??..n Scold mE.. .??...why ask her frenz tell lies to mE...??..

Why change Number Nva tot mE..??...Why must she do all this??.. ..

Who am i to her actually??.. .. . .Why she Rather trust her frenz daN ME???hmm..

KaKa Go Le.. .. .Mother oso Go le.. .. . .Everybody leave le.. .. . .

Only left me alone.. ..(u_u,) Hmm.. .. .

My life izzit meant to be like this..??....is this my kama??...

Can Someone tell me,Why is my life like this??....

Hmm.. ..pLs take mE away when times is up.. .. ..(-_-,)

cant tAke it with this life.. ..Hmm.. .. .

到最后我还是一个人。。还是一个没人要的小孩。。

外飘看起来很开心，心里其实很善心。。。hmm... .

现在对我最重要的就是家人了。。可是对她来说却不是。。 。而是做工。。

“为什么你就不可以回头看看我呢？？”Hmm.. .. .. .

maybe i'm that important.. .

Hmm. . .feel like going out of this place.. ..feel like going somewhere else.. .Hmm.. .
really dun feel like staying here le. . .feel like going mother house stay.. ..
Can i dun stay here le..??.it hurts.. .. ... .really hurts me so much.. .. .. ..Hmm.. ..

Why i become like this..??...Wad happen to mE..??....Last time de Coin Wont like this de.. .
Nw de coin is so...weak.. .. .Cant even be Strong Le.. .. .Hmm.. .. .

Hmm.. .last time u use to tot me all those promise ner..??...U forget le ma..??...
u said,u wont ever leave me de.. .u said,u will love me yong yuan yong yuan de. . .
u said,im urs.. .But nw..??...where all those promises??... ..

you ask me promise u dun go back with my ex. . .but nw.. .. .hmm.. ..

MEaningless.. .. .. .. .. .. ... .. . .. .. .. .. .. . .. .. .. .. .

In the end,i'm still alone.. ..

9mths relationship no more le.. .hmm.. .hais... ..

im alone again.. .. .hais.. .. . . . . . . . . ...

really hate this feeling so much.. .. . Hmmm.. . . . . .. . .can someone help me.. . .Hais....

it hurts.. .. . sob.. . . . . . .really hurt me so much... .. ..so much till cant even stand up le.. .. ..

hmmm... ..something missing.. ..how am i going to find it back.. .. .sob.. .. ..

everything no more le.. .. .no more le.. .. . . . . . . . hmm..............

hmm.. ..wad i writing..??..hmm.. .coin very fan Ar........................................................................

HELP HELP HELP... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..

I HATE MYSELF.. .. . ..I HATE MYSELF..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......
I ATTITUDE... ....MY WRONG.. .. ..SORRY.. .......
I'M A FUCKER.........IDIOT.. ...STUPID... .. ..........................
FUCKING LIFE.................I HATE IT..............HATE IT.................

• ATTITUDE
• STEP ON HEAD
• WRONG

hmm.. ...give up.. ... ..i really hate myself.. ........ i got sooooooooooooooooo bad attitude............hmm.. ... all my wrong.... ... .im to BLAME... ... ...MY FUCKING FAULT..................

write on blog to cool down.........ALL WRONG..... ... ...

so......wad if i too stress,who i wanna talk to...??......hahs.. .. ...maybe MY FUCKING BEAR... ..

hahs.. .. ... ..blog ar blog.. ...im so pity u.. ..i cant write on u...i cant speak to u too.. ...i only can jus look at u.. ..wad a pity.. ... ..dun worry.. ..i tell my stress to my FUCKING BEAR...and he/she will tell u... .. .. .hahahahahahaha......................

IM DEEM FUCKING STRESS N DEEM FUCKING MOOD OUT...........................

wad should i do leh............???????????....hahahaha..............(",).

。。。Hate CNY。。。

Hais.. .. CNY coming very soon le.. .. she(mother) still havent call me.. ..

This year CNY sound so bored...hmm.. .. everyone happily waiting for CNY.. .But me.. ..

why she(mother) must do this to me..??..i did nth wrong.. ..why just leave me like this..??...

Hmm.. .sound really like orphan.. .really hate this feeling so much.. ..

This CNY where am i going..??..wad am i going do..??..

Hmm.. ..other ppl CNY happily going out and visit relative.. ..wad bout mE..??..

our parent will never harm us.. .

but doesnt mean they will never hurts us.. .. .

No much diffrent like those cats n dogs.. .. ..(-_-,)

不会在有家的FeelinG了.. ..都不一样了。。 到头来，我还是一个人。。

No One understand mE.. .. .

ToDay is My Bad Day.. ..

I'm Jus wanna know are u serious going on with me,but u tink that i dun trust you,than for wad i tell you all this..??.....

Hmm...you still dont understand.. ...What i have said,all said le.. ..You still Wan go on with me oR dont wan..Is up to you le.. ..Mine Is mine.. ..

I just need more love and care from you... ..

I dont need u to earn so much money.. ..I dun care bout my guy got money or what. ..as long as i love him,he love me that enough.. ..but why dun you understand..???... ....

is not that i dun trust u,or doubt about you.. .. ..Hais.. .. ..Forget it.. ..No matter what i said,u always will think that i nonsense,tink too much,or say me back de.. ... ..

i have already use to it le.. .. ..

but.. ..Sorry.. ..If oneday i really gone mad i say sometink that u dun wish to hear..Pls forgive me.. ..i Really cant take it with this kind of life,which everybody Dont understand me... ..

What i need,what actually i dun need.. ..is like no one noe.. .. .can oso say no one wanna noe bah..

I noe.. ..I got attitude..bad temper.. ..Also a bad person.. ..

But Pls.. ..This bad person oso got heart.. .got feeling as well.. ..need someone to care and understand.. ..

hmm.. .What a meaningless Life i had.. .. .. Hahs.. .. .