。。。Hate CNY。。。

Hais.. .. CNY coming very soon le.. .. she(mother) still havent call me.. ..

This year CNY sound so bored...hmm.. .. everyone happily waiting for CNY.. .But me.. ..

why she(mother) must do this to me..??..i did nth wrong.. ..why just leave me like this..??...

Hmm.. .sound really like orphan.. .really hate this feeling so much.. ..

This CNY where am i going..??..wad am i going do..??..

Hmm.. ..other ppl CNY happily going out and visit relative.. ..wad bout mE..??..

our parent will never harm us.. .

but doesnt mean they will never hurts us.. .. .

No much diffrent like those cats n dogs.. .. ..(-_-,)

不会在有家的FeelinG了.. ..都不一样了。。 到头来，我还是一个人。。

No One understand mE.. .. .

ToDay is My Bad Day.. ..

I'm Jus wanna know are u serious going on with me,but u tink that i dun trust you,than for wad i tell you all this..??.....

Hmm...you still dont understand.. ...What i have said,all said le.. ..You still Wan go on with me oR dont wan..Is up to you le.. ..Mine Is mine.. ..

I just need more love and care from you... ..

I dont need u to earn so much money.. ..I dun care bout my guy got money or what. ..as long as i love him,he love me that enough.. ..but why dun you understand..???... ....

is not that i dun trust u,or doubt about you.. .. ..Hais.. .. ..Forget it.. ..No matter what i said,u always will think that i nonsense,tink too much,or say me back de.. ... ..

i have already use to it le.. .. ..

but.. ..Sorry.. ..If oneday i really gone mad i say sometink that u dun wish to hear..Pls forgive me.. ..i Really cant take it with this kind of life,which everybody Dont understand me... ..

What i need,what actually i dun need.. ..is like no one noe.. .. .can oso say no one wanna noe bah..

I noe.. ..I got attitude..bad temper.. ..Also a bad person.. ..

But Pls.. ..This bad person oso got heart.. .got feeling as well.. ..need someone to care and understand.. ..

hmm.. .What a meaningless Life i had.. .. .. Hahs.. .. .